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Thursday, January 15, 2009

Just as I get comfortable


...............all heck breaks loose!!!! Photography going good, kids, hubby and life in general going great but I guess I got too comfortable. Now I have this person from high school saying I'm coping her and trying to be just like her with the photography and all these other things just because MY HUSBAND not me made me a web site at the same host site as she has. I haven't seen her since high school and only talked to her through myspace once or twice that's it. So anyways it discouraged me and had me rethinking this whole photography thing. I finally got over that cause you know what that host site is there for a reason ...........hello it's for people to use right??? And I'm doing this for me and myself who cares if i make any money at it I'm enjoying every minute of it. OK we got past that and then Mikayla poor mikayla got sent home from school last Thursday due to a sore throat, well strep is going around really bad so we go to the Dr and he says she's fine other than an ear infection so medicine here we come. Saturday comes and she has a ball game we go and she don't play but maybe 2 mins the whole game. She uses her inhaler like 3 times which isn't normal for her then she tells her coaches that she feels really week and feels as if her legs are going to collapse so she sits out the rest of the game and slept the whole way home and went back to bed when we got there. Anyways Monday we didn't send her to school but we had to take brann to Tulsa to see the workers comp Dr and Kayla slept the whole freaking trip there and back. So my baby isn't eating and all she wants to do is sleep . We take her back to the Dr Tuesday and he test her for the flu and strep both negative. Well the lab tech is a team players mom and we talked and she said she figured something was wrong with Kayla cause she wasn't playing in the game which the child never comes out unless they are trying to make sure everyone gets the same playing time. So we left the Dr without an answer other than her is is looking better. Then yesterday Brann calls me and says well the base called me today! I'm thinking what for. Well they got an opening for some classes he has to take and guess what out of like 12 people that need the same classes they call my hubby and tell him to be ready to leave next month. He's only going to Texas but that's 5 hours away and it's for 2 whole months. we can go down there but who wants to drive with 3 kids for 5 hours NOT ME!!!!!!!! He says he'll try to get a weekend pass but those are hard to come by. Ladies remember to not get too comfortable with life as you see it cause there will always be a curve ball when you least expect it. I know I got to comfortable with my life and then all chaos broke loose. Now I'm having to readjust my life to the circumstances.

3 comments:

Moms Gone Godly said...

I think that you should be confident with who you are in Christ, especially when it comes to your gifts and talents of photography. I think your friend should read my latest quote on my blog from Elizabeth George. Her comments really hurt you and that is only from her jealously speaking first.

This weekend when I saw you at the game, I thought about you and your kids together while Brannon is going to be away for a few months and God showed me your strength once again as a woman. You are so strong and life is never going to be comfortable, we would never need Jesus then, right?

Through sickness, frustrations, and your husband leaving, you are going to make it through. I know you will! You are such a strong gift from God Amber.

I pray that God will lift you right now and take away all your hurts, anxiety and frustrations. I pray that He will refresh your heart mind and soul. I pray that God will continually mold you into a Godly woman more and more as I see him already doing now. Many blessing over you as you walk his path the next few months.

You rock Amber!

Lisa said...

stick with what you love and are inspired by and dont let anyone take that away from you, EVER, GOd is the only one to show you your way, not someone who you dont have a relationship that may feel threatened by your creativity, we are inspired and moved by things around us and we can use what we see as stepping stones to our next place in our journey, she may have taken something from someone else to inspire the work she does.
I pray for your kids and family and all that you are going through, I feel the same way many times, when things are smooth watch out.
We have battled stomach flu and crabby moods are following the illness, lovely.
the photography, I was swamped and loved it but was glad to see the break, trying to keep up with all that is going on, I wonder when I will get a break, but what will that break mean, so maybe I will be content with what life has for me and learn from the tough times and knwo that in those times God could be wanting me to lean on him a bit more instead of myself.....
You are Gods child and he smiles on you.....

Jodie said...

Hi Amber,
For whatever reason I haven't read your blog in a while but I found it again. So this chick that thinks your copying her? how old is she....15? I just say do what you do and she obviously has issues with her skills. Whats your photo site? I hope your doing well!
Jodie